July 2012
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June 2012
7 posts
Today's discussion topic: how mean can your mother...
Well folks I’ve got the perfect answer. Today right after I wake up my mother decides to say “wow Dan must really love you because you’re so messy I don’t know how he can stand it.”
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wow just wow!
It’s true my parents aren’t clingy but I’m to the point where it’s annoying that all of your mothers are clinging to YOU! Yes! YOU all YOU people with parents still trying to give you breast milk PLEASE STOP letting me see your mother’s wall comments, tell your parents NO you cannot be my fb friend. BECAUSE as your friend, or someone who is saying what your friends...
at 5am
went to bed around 930 and now woke up wide awake at freaking 5am, great just great, 5am in the US isn’t some beautiful thing like in Russia, no here it’s depressing darkness.
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hey
Who wants perfection when flaws are so much more interesting…perhaps its the flaws we think are perfect, making perfection different to everyone and therefore impossible to define and achieve….hmmm
May 2012
2 posts
its a bird its a plane its a...
Holy shit it’s Mother Russia and she’s pissed…RRRRRRRUUUNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!
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Thoughts of love and memories of hope
A dream to come and words to loath
A foggy future doth come to pass
As daydream ends, reality comes, alas,
I wish I could foresee this story’s end
To prepare for something more then the tears or smiles
That may become my fate like days and miles.
For it is my soul I bet on this life’s great debate
Is love enough? Or is there no solution to...
April 2012
2 posts
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the world is ending
I finally have nothing to do what-so-ever and all I want is something to study, give me another assignment PLEASE ITS ALL I KNOW HOW TO DO I AM THE EVERLASTING STUDENT AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
rage
I think a person that happens to live on a certain floor in my building, who I shall not name is a bitch and I wish she would just never ever be visible in any picture I have to randomly see on other people facebooks ever again, looking at her makes me so angry that, were I physically able, I would punch through a solid steel structure if it meant never looking at her face again
March 2012
2 posts
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ok
So, it’s come to that time in my life as a college student where I realize that I could end up working as a waitress for the next three years until the economy pulls it’s head out of its ass, am I worried yes! I’m sorry but the reality is all of us are not going to get jobs right away. No one gets their dream job right out of college. Nothing is just oging to work out because we...
hmm...
What if nothing is meant to turn out the way I plan? What if that’s the point?…to see how well I can do when everything goes sunny side up? If nothing is truly certain but my family then why spend life worrying about how our plans work out when in the end it takes more then us doing all the right things? What if our intuition was never wrong? we just dont know how to properly interpret...
February 2012
28 posts
Guess I shouldn’t have stopped things from happening they’re going to spend the money regardless of it being on me or not foolish of me to try
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Sleepy times
two weeks ago, sleeping was easy. But, now it’s like a chore, it’s something I must get done in order to stay alive and healthy. But, I just can’t seem to get there, once I am asleep I dream and my dreams aren’t normal anymore. They’re my curse, my torment. When I dream I have nightmares. In the past four weeks I have had one dream that didn’t freak me out or...
Expecting the unexpected
This morning I woke around 8 then dozed and woke right around 930 I checked my phone to find something I didn’t see coming my great grandmother passed away. I broke down and then put up a force field and went back to sleep. She was and is an amazing woman. She has her unique beliefs but her voice and smile are etched into my soul. I did get to see her at Christmas and hug her and kiss her...
Alright lesson 1 common curtesy
Alright I am not perfect I am not always the nice person I should be however, when people are exhausted and working hard to help me relax I do not! Continuously complain! These women work hard and often get no break and they don’t deserve to be hassled. When did parents stop teaching manners
LSAT tomorrow oh god oh god pray for me
Strange feelings....
Do you ever get a feeling that something could go wrong?
So wrong in fact that it might come on so strong
And that your love be led astray to some far place beyond
Do you ever fear that something is terribly wrong?….
Here I am still awake hours into the night and soon the early morning and sleep still escapes my grasp damn I’m going to be nodding my head in class today arg!
Sleep
Well it looks like I’ll be getting minimal sleep tonight. I just cannot seem to get to sleep tonight I’m wide awake and worried about all the work I have to get done by next Wednesday . I’m just exhausted and now I’m going to have to cram everything into a few days
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Now it seems I cannot post anything on my tumblr...
WTF
WHY UNIVERSE MUST YOU KEEP FUCKING ME UP THE ASS! I DONT LIKE IT FUCKER!
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here i am at 1 am
I will never understand how having someone you love in your work environment means never giving them any treatment at all especially, is what must be done. do I not pay their salary as others do…..perhaps my time as a resident assistant was short but we were told Not to just mingle with each other. as I watch the RAs in my building do its as if to be accepted they must not do their jobs...
Sorry about previous post but it aggravates me so that people ask what’s wrong and claim they have sympathy but continue to hurt me knowing that they do it I feel I have very right to display such anger and I’m sorry to offend but the truth is never pretty
So I originally came by to say hello while my bf gets ready for his all hall however I was taken aback by how cute he looked while flexing his muscles as he moved heavy objects lol he just look delectable so I am standing here watching him lol
So...
I had very interesting dreams last night that was slaying demons with holy water crossed and blood. Oh and I was healing demon inflicted wounds and saving my parents…so you can imagine how greatful I was when I awoke to find that the world hadn’t been taken over by demonic hauntings of some sort….thank heavens it was only a dream.
FOOOD!
I am about to pass out in class
Help
Well today I definitely look like a teacher of some sort
Making decisions has never been my strong suit mainly because I don’t like to displease people do I’d rather let them be the decision makers though I suppose it doesn’t leave much room for me if I never decide hmmm
Oops!
Well I intended to sleep for a few more hours but instead I slept till 2! Not what I had hoped to do on my birthday but oh well. I also have to do laundry today lol oh the irony….
My 23 birthday
As tradition would have it this morning at 6 am I was born and my mother called me at that time because that’s what we do every year so I have officially been 23 for an hour now I love my family hope today is decent that’s all I can hope for
How ironic I’m the oldest person here and I
Not drinking
January 2012
64 posts
I wonder when I get to receive my phone call
The Unknown
So my gorgeous boyfriend knocks on my door and hands me an envelope that says on it “you will receive a phone call sometime tomorrow once you do open this and follow the directions”
I have no idea what’s going on but I’m going to have problems sleeping tonight because I am so excited about it…
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Problem
I have been lucky way to many times, and I think my luck is about to run out, so I am going to stop NOW while I still have time to take control of my life. I must I must I must take control of my life…
and I got nothing accomplished tonight....go...
damn it!
ello~
So I am just sort of sitting in my room, debating on whether to continue studying french, LSAT, start my paper, or perhaps just read for my research. There’s so much to do that I have a feeling sitting here and thinking about what to do next is wasting more time than solving the amount of work I have left…..
haha though apparently my dogs have been eating poop and then licking my...
Conflicted
I want to be the perfect student and read for my next class, but then again I want to read for my other class?! Am I still a good student if I’m conflicted about which class to read for first?
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Today is incredible!
So, remember that freaked out comment I made earlier? Well I met with my DIS instructor and he helped me get back on track and even talked about helping me get my paper published once I am finished. This could be the start of something amazing and life altering and I now see that I had to endure all my previous suffering to build this passion and meet this professor because this paper IS going to...
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How do you know if guys watch porn? EASY they all...
Yes you know you watch it dudes, so no fibbing now
*don’t ask me where I was going with this it was completely random
