Well folks I’ve got the perfect answer. Today right after I wake up my mother decides to say “wow Dan must really love you because you’re so messy I don’t know how he can stand it.”
It’s true my parents aren’t clingy but I’m to the point where it’s annoying that all of your mothers are clinging to YOU! Yes! YOU all YOU people with parents still trying to give you breast milk PLEASE STOP letting me see your mother’s wall comments, tell your parents NO you cannot be my fb friend. BECAUSE as your friend, or someone who is saying what your friends won’t I am here to tell you we receive more agony reading your mothers clingy fb posts. IF your mother feels the need to tell you online, how much she loves you when you’re currently in the same house as her IT IS IN FACT TO MUCH FUCKING INFORMATION! Seriously, it’s worse than watching to love birds make out with very obvious tongue action in a very public yet not crowded enough place. YES I am saying this right now to you child of clinging mother please don’t make the rest of us share in your pain.
went to bed around 930 and now woke up wide awake at freaking 5am, great just great, 5am in the US isn’t some beautiful thing like in Russia, no here it’s depressing darkness.
THIS IS MY HAPPY PLACE OMFG SO DAMNED CUTE
“Calming Manatee” is the single most greatest thing on the internet.
I was sad this morning & all I needed was a few encouraging words from manatees.
Manatees are, like, my favorite animal.
Manatees are love.
I am reblogging this for Patricia.
Who wants perfection when flaws are so much more interesting…perhaps its the flaws we think are perfect, making perfection different to everyone and therefore impossible to define and achieve….hmmm
Holy shit it’s Mother Russia and she’s pissed…RRRRRRRUUUNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!
Thoughts of love and memories of hope
A dream to come and words to loath
A foggy future doth come to pass
As daydream ends, reality comes, alas,
I wish I could foresee this story’s end
To prepare for something more then the tears or smiles
That may become my fate like days and miles.
For it is my soul I bet on this life’s great debate
Is love enough? Or is there no solution to chose my fate?
Can my heart come to tare with some foregone conclusion?
But if it be joy, let it be certain not confusion
And if there be sorrow,
Let it be swift on the ‘morrow
Let the tears pass with joy, or not last
Forever and always are the words I fear most
For their potential truth I would boast,
But for their falsehood I quiver
As if I’d fallen in the iciest of rivers
I fear the answers to questions I don’t know to ask
I fear the thoughts I cannot read upon a glance.
If there be laughter, let it never become past
If there be tears let them never last
“It was a dream love, just a dream”
I can hear him say it as if t’were now
But, it wasn’t my love, (I think) nigh’ t’was real for me.
T’was a dream of joy and children to love
O’ twas a life not mine to love.
Twas a life not bequeethed upon me.
“It was a dream love, just a dream.”
O to live in that dream, I would my love
I would stay in the dream with you all my life
O’ what a life it would be, with joy and love
There was no anguish my love
Not in this dream, you were happy
Nigh you were your own dream, happy and certain my love
“It was just a dream my love, just a dream”
Cannot light shine where we place it?
Cannot the sun shine upon even the darkest of places?
My thoughts are lost, I cannot find the answers
Fear is overcoming my hope
I feel small and meek, like a mouse in a field with no grass.
I don’t wish to loose that which I love,
Yet I cannot keep you, if you be not happy
I am a mouse
Once long ago I was the Great Wall and now I have fallen
Fallen under unrealistic desires
Nigh I cannot prevent your joy
If I cannot create it, then I be damned away!
Yes, away into the cosmos!
If thou doubts I am good for thee
Then risk nothing more on the occassion,
For if certainty is gone, alas
Nothing can last without it.
I would wish you knew how beautiful I find thee
How the tears on my cheek even adorn the beauty they reflect
Perhaps I am silly,
But I care not,
Once I relax against you the world melts away
Your heart beats and it’s the music that fuels my own
I do not wish your guilt for I would take your pain unto me
Were it a possible outcome.
But, I cannot sadly prevent your emotions from taking way
And I cannot read your thoughts as I once remember
I am searching for solutions, but none have I found
So I shall look until my heart aches
And my eyes fail me
Until the Sahara never sees a drop of rain
I wish I could erase this fear, this worry
But you hath described my most feared outcomes
They cannot be shaken
Now they spread within me like the Plague.
But, should you not want to speak to me each morning?
Should the idea of life without me not shorten your breath?
Am I alone in these feelings?
Nigh I am not alone but I am not entirely shared either I think.
Yet, it remains like the sweat on ones’ brow
It remains a constant fear
Why should you want others time more than mine?
More questions I cannot answer
More pain I cannot untie
Je ne sais pas, je ne sais pas,
Its echo has become my mantra
You must know, I am changed
You must know deep down that I shall refuse to give up
Some part of you must see the pain in my eyes
The fear on my lips
The smile that never reaches my eyes
The panic quivering through my hands
I will not let go, tis’ a fact,
The control is my poison,
I cannot fathom it
It is no small matter crushing hopes and dreams
Aye hopes and dreams
“It was a nightmare my love, just a nightmare”
Yes, one month bad cannot mean love is over
Aye twas a nightmare my love,
You are right, always right,
There is always hope my dearest always
I am yours and you are mine, always and forever,